pronouns: she/her, they/them, it/its, cat, any tbh
species: bicolor cat
18 y/o · trans genderfluid therian · digital artist & electronic music maker · sep 8th virgo intp 7w6
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a brief timeline of me! is it interesting? probably not. most of it is discovering new things that forever alter how my brain works. i've been very chronically online for most of my life due to being both unfortunatly homeschooled and only living in small conservative towns in the south. i lived in arkansas shortly after i was born from 2007-09 before going back to south carolina, where i've been stuck ever since.
my first proper experience with a computer was being allowed to watch youtube on a laptop in 2012 or 13. i only remember those old try not to laugh compilations with that storm trooper gif, epic rap battles of history and gta myths. we move houses again in 2014, then fnaf releases! i loved it, the game scared the hell out of me, but i was so fascinated by the slowly growing lore. as the fandom grew it would also introduce me to a lot of fan animations, which was the first push towards the scene that'd become the true catalyst for why i am how i am.
as i get more into fan animations, i would slowly get into the animation meme community and onto deviantart. the biggest influences i remember from this were lupis vulpes, tigris treeoeleven, petpyves, and druid's hollow. lupis vulpes was the most impactful, going on to push me into art as well as drastically effect my music taste due to music i found from her videos. most notable being twenty one pilots, tally hall, and everything everything. twenty one pilots would also kick me into the online “emo” scene. the people who all talked about fall out boy, panic at the disco, and twenty one pilots together with youtubers like crankthatfrank.
around this time as well was when i started attempting music, with sites like beepbox or any free online daw i could find. my first “song” was some piano notes scattered in the piano roll with reverb that i called a bendy & the ink machine song. but i kept making music, and i made a lot of it. at least hundreds of files from 2017 to now of various song scraps. i’ve gone through a lot of names as i’ve made music, some being computer wolf, digital demon, vctvs(???), onxxk3a, mzxxq, bloodworks, patchwork royal, terminal rot, and genevieve drive. i was very indecisive about my presentation, now i just use my name or an alias if i really want to.
after this i would begin to fall to the first bout of anxiety in my life, and it hit me hard. i had stopped talking to anyone cause trying to felt like i was gonna be shot dead for saying hi. it was randomly sending invited to a small discord server where in 2019 i met my long-time best friend chris (he's awesome check out his art @actualVampires), and when i first read warrior cats after having a copy of into the wild for a few years i never touched. i very quickly purchased the rest of the first series and would basically play tuoys with mine and my friends cat ocs. i even made them full theme songs i recorded onto a cassette tape. huge shout out to silverstream, tigermist, and owlpelt.
a lot has happened since! both good and god awful, and that i would prefer not to be written publicly on my website. i’ve met a lot of new people i think are awesome and though i’m still an anxious creature i like to think i’ve gotten better in that regard. currently i spend a lot of time working on smaller things and practicing what i like, and am currently considering dropping the pastime of being unemployed as having no money is really becoming an issue.
i have many many projects still planned, wether they’ll be finished is a mystery but i sure got the ideas.
